I often wonder, how do people take my cribbing. I am not much bothered about big issues in life. But my typical Virgo nature steps out of me when silly things go wrong. For last two weeks am cribbing and is fussy about travelling to native.
Since my dear Karnataka government has put a ban on night travel, in Nagarhole, Bandipur forest area, travel is a nightmare for we poor Malabaries :-(. Will this be sorted out or not I haven't travelled to my native for past two months. Right now am too miserable and is desperate to see my loved ones.
Hmm what to do, no idea. Am exploring all way to go home taking minimal overs. Flight travel is the easiest, but am too scared of Planes and the COST!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention.
Train is another option, but need to go to Yeswantpur, a place I have heard but never seen in my 3 years stay in bangalore. So in the end if I decided to go by bus, I must enjoy night at forest for almost 3 extra hours. Am I ready for that? Not so sure? 8 hours journey itself I consider painful, then three more hours extra means what to say?
God knows. I think should cancel the plan to go home. But I miss my Amma, Achen and dear L'il Sis......
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Friendship - A use and throw deal?
What is friendship? I never tried to define friendship because it always existed for me, no matter what may happen. But for the first time I feel its time to define it and stay in the limit of that definition. Are you thinking what made me do so? Yes there is an answer to that.
For nishima, every friend is a part of her, close pals part of her soul. She do have a soul mate. Or was she in an illusion that the person was a soul mate. It seems so now. For more that two years they remained good friends. Now the friend is moving out of the city. The sad part of the story is Nishima's soul mate (illusion) want to end the friendship and move on. Doesn't want to carry on the friendship.
How is Nishima feeling? Strange, shocked, out of tears, in vaccum. Is Nishima a use and throw property? For people come, when and they want and leave as and they like? Why this happen again and again? Is something wrong with Nishima? I believe so. High time to sit and think back.......
Nishima feels her brain is dead, heart not functioning..............Whatz friendship? A use and throw deal? No value is there?..................................Bad very bad
For nishima, every friend is a part of her, close pals part of her soul. She do have a soul mate. Or was she in an illusion that the person was a soul mate. It seems so now. For more that two years they remained good friends. Now the friend is moving out of the city. The sad part of the story is Nishima's soul mate (illusion) want to end the friendship and move on. Doesn't want to carry on the friendship.
How is Nishima feeling? Strange, shocked, out of tears, in vaccum. Is Nishima a use and throw property? For people come, when and they want and leave as and they like? Why this happen again and again? Is something wrong with Nishima? I believe so. High time to sit and think back.......
Nishima feels her brain is dead, heart not functioning..............Whatz friendship? A use and throw deal? No value is there?..................................Bad very bad
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