Love or Crush

Is it crush that I feel for him or is it true love? Now tell me what is a true love? What not I have done to be noticed by him..But all in vein. Why I get so panicky when he is near me to discuss something.. Hearing his voice make many butterflies flutter in my stomach. I check hundred times in mirror if my face is okay, is my hair fine am I looking pretty (atleast I think so :-) )and will get up every second to straighten my dress.. Did he ever notice me, not so I remember.

I got his mobile number. Called him thrice, he spoke so well. Used to sms him daily but he never responded. He was busy always. One day he told me he won't sms me, but will respond to my calls. That too he didn't keep. Then I mailed his responded for few then left.... Does he already have some one in life? May be. But why can he atleast talk to me and make me realise that 'see am not interested in you, so better clear out of my way'.

Oh God! what am I expecting....I don't know. Why do I long for someone who don't even know me and who is here for few more months. But still I long for his attention, which is vein. Wait a minute some one is calling me or is it a door bell. Oh come on pull yourself out of blanket come on. Not a call, not door bell... its an alarm waking me up to reality.........

Frequent Blogging

Is seventh day of new year. I broke my first New Year resolution the day I took oath I will never break it. I realise now it that New Year Resolutions are the least kept promises. I promised me my self I will be a frequent blogger from 2010. But its after seven days am posting another write up :-)

But must say I am happy this year. Each day I wake up with a promise to myself come what may I will be happy, will not be depressed and I hope to keep the spirit going.

New Year Resolution

Happy New Year

This year too I thought of taking some New Year Resolution. But as it is know the resolutions are the least kept promises... SO came the instant decision no more resolutions......

Still some things I hope to change....Firstly my meek level of confidence, secondly to communicate more, keep the optimism that I will gain perfect health soon...and many more...

I hope this New Year will end my search of the dream partner, my life's best friend too....My life will take a new turn in 2010. More commitments are on its way. New members are added to my sweet family, new responsibilities and so on

Welcome 2010!

New Year Day in IIMB

This pleasant day in IIM began for me with a little hurry berry in morning. Since I had planned a few things which I will follow in the New Year 2010 I slept early on Dec 31. But God and my body had other plans. So I got up late, all plans upside down, Bangalore's dear power cut made matter worse...After all this too I could reach sharp 9 am to Office...

The day started pleasantly exchangingl Warm New Year wishes to all. Cool breeze still continue to blow in the campus spreading the coolness to mind too..

I never had any close friends here, but today I had a few people with whom I went around campus, had lunch in Staff Canteen which I never did...leading to turning of heads and surprise eyes :-)

Funny, but I liked it. The longing to walk through the whole greenary of the Campus intensify in me..If I had a good company here, I would have done that long back..

My work make me stick to computer like its mouse...Few months to go...Before time passes away I wish to experience and take in to my mind, impression of the lovely campus...

Its noon now, after a good lunch, relaxed and mind is at ease...thinking of a weekend makes it more peaceful

2010 began pleasantly hopes it continues.....